Relationboat Ramblings

I don’t know why I’m wasting my time trying to talk to him about why we haven’t talked in three months. It’s not like he mattered, he was just around to replace something that was missing from my life at the time. And I was around for him for exactly the same reasons.

I thought we’d at least stay friends. But he deserves to be given hell for the way he treated me. I don’t know why I only realise this now. I don’t know why I just ignored the problem for so long. It’s probably because I really, really want to not have anything left to say to the losers that are in my past. And this guy, he really was a loser. A player. Fuck, I feel like such an idiot.

There are so many nice guys out there, so many. And I’ve been out of the game for so long, I think I just want back in.

Over and out.

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