Can’t Forget We Only Get What We Give, Don’t Let Go

Some like watching people living on TV, that’s a little strange if you’re asking me,
Cause I like to eat and laugh and fuck and play,
Down low these are the things I know, well hello hello…

I’ve had an OutKast song stuck in my head for the past 2 days. It’s a good song, yes. But c’mon! Can’t my head just be full of nothing for once?

I feel like today is going to be a-ok. I have pretty much the worst cold ever, but the weather is perfect, and there is a jet going across the sky and I can see the path in the sky which always makes me smile… Simple pleasures for simple minds. I hope this feeling will last! Someone asked me if I had BPD yesterday. I don’t feel like that, I have my highs and my lows and my really fucking angries all the time, yes. But I’m not mental. I may be crazy, but I’m not mental. :/

Aha, last night my mother had a go at me for telling my brother that he and his girlfriend couldn’t come back here cause I was sleeping. She told me to move out as soon as I turn 18. So much for trying to cover my ass. Never have a gathering when your parents and siblings go out, things don’t turn out the way they plan. Haha, I had a good time anyway. I could have sworn the neighbours were all peering through their windows every time I went to say bye to someone. I don’t care if any one of them dobs me in. It’d be hilarious.

Shine the light on the truth folks, you know you want to.

Over and out.

P.S. Today my goal is to learn these lyrics and to be able to sing along at the same time with the song:

Chickity China the Chinese chicken
You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin’
Watchin’ X-Files with no lights on
We’re dans la maison
I hope the Smoking Man’s in this one
Like Harrison Ford I’m getting frantic
Like Sting I’m tantric
Like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy

Like Kurasawa I make mad films
Okay, I don’t make films
But if I did they’d have a Samurai
Gonna get a set a’ better clubs
Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs
Just so my irons aren’t always flying off the back-swing
Gotta get in tune with Sailor Moon
‘Cause the cartoon has got the boom anime babes
That make me think the wrong thing

P.P.S/P.S.S. Oh how I wish I was as beautiful as Drew Barrymore in Ever After.