My Shallow Heart’s The Only Thing That’s Beating

I’m not making a load of sense today. I just had a kinda emotional break down in the shower after remembering and going over when my heart was broken into a million little pieces. You see, this year (starting December 1 and finishing November 30) so far has been the worst year of my life. Sure I’ve been happy and sure there have been a lot of good times but overall it has been one horrifying roller coaster ride. Some time next week I celebrate the 7 months since I became the person that I am. 7 months since I started feeling like a miserable train wreck. Yet 7 months of loving exactly where I am and the people that I know …see, I’m not making sense.

Other than that exam revision has been a load of crap. Today I’m revising natural logs and writing out my final notes sheet. I can’t wait till noon on Tuesday. Exams will be over and I’ll get to take some serious time off to clean out my room. I could furnish a house with everything I own. Which is probably why I’ve kept everything over the years. I honestly can’t wait to get my own place. Sure this house has been all I’ve known, and it’s gonna be hard as hell to leave, but I dunno. It’s exciting. I just wish this year would be over already.

On another note, rest in peace Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. MJ baby, you were a talent. An oddball, sure, but a talent none the less.

Over and out.