You Ain’t Good To No-one Unless You’re Alive And Breathing

I’ve just been crying. My makeup has run everywhere. I don’t think school is worth going to on Monday. The reasons I used to go to school for don’t exist anymore.

Tomorrow will be a good day even though people are bailing on me left, right and centre. Fuck them. I tried to fix things, that didn’t work. I  just realised I wasn’t the one to break them in the first place. I give up, it’s not up to me any more.

Happy super late birthday to me. Apparently I’m getting presents tonight from family friends. Too bad I just feel like crawling up into a ball and hiding myself away for the next million years.

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet.
It’s only in your head. You feel left out or looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don’t you worry what they tell themselves when you’re away.

Hey, you know they’re all the same.
You know you’re doing better on your own, so don’t buy in.
Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn’t matter if it’s good enough for someone else.

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet.
It’s only in your head. You feel left out or looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don’t you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.

Over and out.

P.S. If you comment saying OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT SONG! I will hunt you down. Kthx.