So Safe, Up High, But How Do I Feel This Good Sober?

I learnt a lot yesterday, I learnt I’m not a bad person, I learnt I get intimidated fairly easily, I learnt that there is only so much you can do in a classroom until a teacher snaps and I learnt that TV on a Thursday night is shit boring. It is now Wednesday, I just finished work and I’m letting Leni decide what my career path will be. As she as my ‘daughter’ she wants me to become a stay at home mum with a super hot rich husband and have lots of kids so she can have heaps of brothers and sisters. I am still thinking of doing a double degree at Uni SA (I think) - Media Arts and Information Sciences. The course outline sounds like something I can easily focus on. But there is something in the back of my mind that keeps saying, no, not Uni SA, its so… not prestigious. Mum did her degree at the University of Adelaide, and she keeps telling me she wants me to go there or to Flinders.

Oh the painful decisions, I really am no good at making big decisions. The only major decision I’ve ever had to make was picking a high school. I chose Glenunga over Mercedes because I didn’t want to wear a blazer or a green dress, and I think I just have something against private schools. They get more holidays and it costs more. As I went to Glenunga I got so go to Falls Creek and Queensland twice! Yes, my parents decided to spend the money they had saved for my education on holidays. I liked things so much better when I was young. I don’t know how many times I have said I loved the 90s, I really miss it. There was so much less to worry about, I’d get up at 8.00am on most days, go watch TV while eating Nutri Grain (do you remember the ones that didn’t have the two joining bits in the middle of the Nutri Grain?? My brother, sister and I would call them Power Rangers and if we got one we got a boost of energy that was better than eating the normal looking Nutri Grain.. OK I’m blabbering on..).

Okay, well, I think its time to go home..

Over and out.