You: Are Something I Am Thankful For

Happy thanksgiving everybody. I know I am not American, I know it was yesterday and I don’t celebrate the day, but I am still in a wonderful mood and want to wish the world to anybody reading this. There are many things I am greatful for and my friends are one of them. I am actually scared to think too hard about where I would be without them. But until I know exactly where I am at, I think I shall keep somethings out of the game.

I have not accomplished much today, I have spent most of it being lazy. I kind of slept in ’til 11.40 this morning, which I am surprised about. Then I watched the movie Taken which was fantastic! I loved it. I think that’s because I didn’t find it at all predictable. I had a healthy lunch.. which is good seeing as I ate pretty much junk yesterday. I want a fresh bunch of pink lillies.. the ones we have now are dying, and its not nice to see your favourite flower wilt and die.

I want to make a list, a what is making me happy today list -

♥ Motivational compliments
♥ Flattering t-shirts
♥ Not having to wear my sodding school uniform for two months
♥ Knowing Boz is the one living thing on the planet I can always rely on to cheer me up
♥ Thinking about yesterday
♥ Knowing my friends are safe and happy
♥ Wishing on eyelashes
♥ Singing along to songs I grew up with

And last but not least -

♥ Not knowing what’s coming next

I will not be posting until I get back from Port Elliot, but until then..

Over and out.

I’ll Take A Risk, Take A Chance, Make A Change And Breakaway

 

Whenever I listen to Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson I think of the beach, and Cape Leveque is the most beautiful beach in Australia. I think it is one of the most beautiful places in the world. I am going to make this post short and sweet seeing as I want to sleep. Dehydration headache.

Today was fantastic, I spent seven hours in town, saw the newest James Bond film and made some really nice friends. I didn’t think I would connect with them as well as I did but it was great! And I am really glad we connected (or to quote Amie “transmit”) as well as we all did. That’s all I’m going to say at the moment.

 Playlist –

♠ You Get What You Give – New Radicals
♠ Bittersweet Symphony – The Verve
♠ No Such Thing – John Mayer
♠ Crazy Little Thing Called Love – Queen
♠ You And I Both – Jason Mraz
♠ Real Life – Evermore
♠ Beautiful – Christina Aguleria

 

 I actually am in heaps of pain, I’m going to take a couple of Nurofen and go to bed.

 Over and out.

 

Now This One Goes Out To Tyler

 His playlist so far today has been –

♠ Pokerface – Lady Gaga
♠ Enter Sandman – Metallica
♠ I Need Something – Newton Faulkner
♠ Various Aqua Songs
♠ Various Celine Dion Songs
♠  Kids – The Kooks
♠  Time To Pretend – MGMT
♠ If You Could Only See - Tonic

And I’m pretty sure it’s safe to say he laughs at all my jokes and I laugh at him when he’s making out with a pen. This weekend would have been so stiff without the constant texting and all around joking. I went to the soccer last night with Nunnu and it was pretty much back and forth, “Oh, you bitch I wish I was where you are” texting each other. I think I’ve found myself a pretty decent friend.

Anyways, I’ve been studying most of today. I read my whole Physics text book but I still think I’ll fail. I’ve almost finished my Maths cheat sheet and all my English is done.

I have to get back to it. It took me a couple of hours on and off to write this blog. So yes..

Over and out.

She’s Dirty And Sweet Oh Yeah

So I took today off. I feel guilty about it, and I think that is because today is the last opportunity to get teachers help on revision work for your exams. I really shouldn’t be blogging, but it’s stress release, you know? I will work on my English Essay and then read Richard III, then Physics, then Maths over the weekend.

Now, its rant time – do you know what, I hate the English language. No matter how hard I try I always make a mistake and people pick up on that. I fucking hate it. I just decided I am going to go off and teach myself Maltese and for the next three years just fucking swear at everybody because that’s all I really know how to say. No, that wont happen, I haven’t got an up-to-date Maltese dictionary on me. Although my point is I use the Internet to communicate things quickly, and if I oh, heavens forbid, forget to put a fucking apostrophe somewhere I don’t fucking give a crap DON’T pick me up on it. That doesn’t mean here, it means in a thread, on MSN or when I’m commenting someone.. Quick things.

Wow, its funny when that happens, when someone you’ve never met before just tips you over the edge. Seriously kid, at least I fucking try. At least I’m not like 99.99% of the kids these days that say u, lyk and 2moro. Go be a dick somewhere else.

I am so sick of porn being everywhere. When I googled “Pokemon Ash Misty Brock” about 12 thumbnails were of anime porn. It is so easy for children these days to access it.

Well, I’m off to groom myself. I don’t look ‘respectable’, I spent the day at home.. I did bother to get out of my pj’s, and family friends are coming up.

Over and out.

Get On Your Feet Boy, Rip It Up! Rip It Up! Rip It Up! If You’re Ever Gonna Make It

So my weekend went well. I spent Saturday night watching over my brothers party, running around the house chasing my sister (she stole my phone and was looking through the messages) and then later on I watched Transporter and Burn After Reading, both very different films. I can’t remember what I did on sunday.. Oh wait, yes I can.. I spent all day trying to study but every 5 minutes I was back on Facebook and then I went out to my Nunnu and Nunna’s house for dinner. I missed the Blackwood Christmas Fair completely. I remember when I was younger I used to go both days over the weekend just to see whether Santa looked different. Yesterday I had a dull day, today was pretty much the same. Except Glenunga NAVY beat the year 10 Glenunga team! HELL YES! Oh and I couldn’t stop laughing in one of my free’s because Alfie and I were talking about the stupidest topics in the universe, I brought up the Moon, and that it was made of cheese and it got better from there.I miss the original pokemon series. I think I am going to ask for it as a christmas present. Another christmas present I am going to ask for is to be able to drive over half way to Melbourne when we go.

I think my additude towards everything has mellowed. I think my mind has done a lot of growning up these past three months. Its kind of odd.

Anyway, playlist time?

♠ Of All The Gin Joints In All The World – Fall Out Boy
♠ Stay Together For The Kids – Blink 182
♠ Wish You The Worst – Katy Perry
♠ Rip It Up – Jet
♠ The Boys Of Summer – The Ataris

 Over and out.

So Safe, Up High, But How Do I Feel This Good Sober?

I learnt a lot yesterday, I learnt I’m not a bad person, I learnt I get intimidated fairly easily, I learnt that there is only so much you can do in a classroom until a teacher snaps and I learnt that TV on a Thursday night is shit boring. It is now Wednesday, I just finished work and I’m letting Leni decide what my career path will be. As she as my ‘daughter’ she wants me to become a stay at home mum with a super hot rich husband and have lots of kids so she can have heaps of brothers and sisters. I am still thinking of doing a double degree at Uni SA (I think) - Media Arts and Information Sciences. The course outline sounds like something I can easily focus on. But there is something in the back of my mind that keeps saying, no, not Uni SA, its so… not prestigious. Mum did her degree at the University of Adelaide, and she keeps telling me she wants me to go there or to Flinders.

Oh the painful decisions, I really am no good at making big decisions. The only major decision I’ve ever had to make was picking a high school. I chose Glenunga over Mercedes because I didn’t want to wear a blazer or a green dress, and I think I just have something against private schools. They get more holidays and it costs more. As I went to Glenunga I got so go to Falls Creek and Queensland twice! Yes, my parents decided to spend the money they had saved for my education on holidays. I liked things so much better when I was young. I don’t know how many times I have said I loved the 90s, I really miss it. There was so much less to worry about, I’d get up at 8.00am on most days, go watch TV while eating Nutri Grain (do you remember the ones that didn’t have the two joining bits in the middle of the Nutri Grain?? My brother, sister and I would call them Power Rangers and if we got one we got a boost of energy that was better than eating the normal looking Nutri Grain.. OK I’m blabbering on..).

Okay, well, I think its time to go home..

Over and out.

Will it change your life, if I change my mind?

Wow! The inspiration! I feel it running through my veins. I just got laughed at because of something I did last year. Oh wow, how lame I feel. But on to better and more wonderful topics. Check out this website right here “http://labs.ideeinc.com/multicolr“. It is amazing. Its like a colour concentrated flickr page. Just looking at all the thumbnail images is breathtaking.

Over the weekend I went out both nights, Saturday and Sunday that is. On Saturday I went up to Kara’s house for a get together. Yes, I drank, no, I did not smoke. The night was brilliant, and Kara’s dad cooks the best midnight stir-fry. It tasted like heaven. On sunday morning I woke up sore. My sholders were killing me and so were my legs. I spent the rest of the day bumming around, doing homework and then dad and mum decide to go to the Tonsley. Kill me! I just put my jeans in the wash and I had no make-up on, my hair was a mess. Oh! Jess, we’re leaving in 10 minutes. Great, thanks, yeah right. Seriously I was so anxious when I got to the pub, I could have sworn people thought I was on something. I did my make-up in the car with the mirror on my shine, gosh, what would I do without that phone? I ran into the loo’s there and didn’t come out for a good 10 minutes. Then we went to visit nunnu and nunna and I watched the final dancing with the stars. I haven’t watched a whole episode of reality tv this whole year, and it wasn’t gonna start there. The only shows I have watched in full are True Blood, and some episodes of Supernatural.

Today was fantastic and in its own way terrible. News spread about Saturday night so quickly, someone told Mitch I had smoked and I almost got angry. Anyways, I pulled through in English Lit and Maths. After lunch I got hit in the face with a frisbee. Oh, and we watched more scenes from Muriel’s Wedding in English Film. Tacky 90s crap. I’m starting to love it. Did I mention I love Facebook. I love the internet in general. I love remembering people. I’m in a good mood.

Anyway, I have to jump too it. Dad thinks I’m asleep. I won’t be able to get to sleep for a couple of hours now. Lets see what Deception holds in its old and yellowed pages then shall we? Oh and my year 12 jumper nickname is JuiceCup. Long story.

Over and out.

No He Can’t Read My Poker Face

So  yesterday I had a really rough day, and I didn’t feel like going to school today, but I’m glad I did. Yesterday I had no reasons to be upset, no reasons to be mad but everything felt wrong. It mellowed me out for today and I had a really good day because of it.

I started of with English Film Classics, we watched the rest of Muriel’s Wedding and as tacky and stupid as it is I liked it. I hated it, but I loved it. The one part of the movie that really messed with my head was when she gave up David, the gorgeous South African swimmer she married, after he had finally gotten over the fact that she’s an idiot and actually started to like her! What the heck! He was amazing, not to mention hot, why would you give that up?!

English Literature was alright, after really not wanting to go I was glad I did, getting that comprehension over and done with is so much better then doing it tomorrow.

In my free I made three lists, fun! At lunch I had a really funny chat with Cati, she is over from Germany for a while, staying with my lovely (role-play) daughter Imogen. She is very, very easy to talk to.

All the boys in VET are legend’s, a shout out to McAtee, Nick, Jim, Lukas, Tony, Seb and Lauchlan. I could not think of a better way of spending my Thursdayafternoons now. I love it, I love not caring about girly things, and just having a laugh, going to timesavers for bread and massive two litre bottles of Pepsi Max (Jim, haha) and just mucking around on the computers for three and a half hours. They’re all on my list. One day boys, one day I’ll show you all.. Mwahaha.

Also I am flattered as Amy just asked me to do up her myspace. Its quiet pretty already but I’ll see what I can do.

Over and out.

Why Oh Why My God Above, Have You Abandoned Me In My Sobriety

Gwen Stephani is my ultimate style icon. She has a CV I would kill for. And wow, my head hurts a lot.

Today was fun, Steph and I went to a belly dancing class in home group and I felt so uncoordinated. We got to use those shimmy skirts, the ones that have the coins attached to them, and veils. I liked using the veils, very mysterious. I forgot how easy Sarah and I click, I have missed her company. We hung out at lunch and just talked about everything.

Volleyball was fantastic, we beat Brighton and we were a player down! Alisha came in and watched the game. I’m slowly feeling more comfortable in the team. I used to keep to myself heaps, but you really can’t be part of a team that way. 

Oh yeah, dancing penguins, meeting new people and half a pound of chicken. =]
That’s how we do it.

I think I’ll add onto this tomorrow. This headache is killing me.

Over and out.

Boring And Old Are The Things You’re Told About The Outside World

And just wearing black won’t take care of that, don’t be stupid girl. I love that song. It is so fun to scream, and dance and kick about to. I am very happy with the way tonight turned out, I went to work, watched some television.. for once.. and now I’m finally onto my homework. Kind of.

Today was pretty ordinary. Great hair day. I went to school. Lucy, Annie and I went to volleyball training at lunch. I asked Annie to see if she could aim for Sinead, and funnily enough she did, and got her pretty hard about 5 times with her serves. I was laughing the whole time. I’m very inconsistent with my overarm serves. Last year I had them, life was good. Then we had the off season. Took the bus with Cati and Imogen to work, did two hours, I know. Slack. But mum wanted to go home. Got home, made some CD’s and went onto Facebook. What an addiction.

Just after 9′o’clock someone new made my day and I’ve been in a pretty good mood ever since.

In about 30 minutes my brother turns 15. Happy birthday kiddo… Well, Josh is three quarters of the way to twenty and already heading down a reckless path. I always give the impression to people that I don’t like him, and I avoid him as much as possible. I think I do it because I do actually think he’s a tool, and if he’s going down he isn’t going to drag me down with him. Some girls in his year today asked me whether I was his sister, I said yes.. but they went on to ask me ‘Did he win tickets to see Chris Brown?’ I just said I didn’t know. I think maybe I have finally given up on that boy. He can lie all he wants now, I’m not going to stop him, I’ll just be around to give him disappointed looks.

So I’ve got like 10 minutes to do this assignment. Best be off.

Over and out.