I woke up this morning, the sun shining, shining, I put on my happy face.

I’m in an awful mood, I just feel like every thing’s pointless and I should just stop trying. I hate being ignored. I hate feeling invisible and I’m sick of putting in double the effort. Some things are stressing me out more than school ever has. I don’t want to have to replace anyone in my life, but if they don’t have time for me its gonna come to that. I feel like going down to Port Elliot and just watching it raining on the beach for a week. I wish I could control something as big as the weather sometimes, I have no control over anything else…

Anyway, top five songs tonight are:

♣ Fall For You by Second Hand Serenade
♣ Unfaithful by Rihanna
♣ Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
♣ Drops Of Jupiter by Train
♣ Set Fire To The Third Bar by Snow Patrol and Martha Wainwright

And I decided I want to write a musical based on Britney Spears songs.

On a better note: The Adelaide United game yesterday was brilliant, spending time with Nunnu was fun. =]

Over and out.